Just a guy who edits TV for a living. Videographer, photographer, editor and video game player. Living in a flaming hell scape wanting to escape my flesh prison
I really am used to it. Not sure I have friends, just people that only want me around when they need something. Why am I so stupid to think if I am kind and helpful to people they will like me? Trying real hard for this not to be my last day.
Pretty sure no one will see this but I am having issues overcoming feelings I have for someone. They have told me they are not interested in me that way and I respect that. How do I get her out of my head and thoughts? Hate my brain.