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semper mea culpa, meum onus omni tempore

[kat @superstellman]

Commit to the Lord your way. Trust in Him & He will act.

Ps 37:5

Mananatili sa inyo #Mahalima.
@stellajero_ @imszmc @jah447798 @felipsuperior @JoshCullen_s

[kat @superstellman]

Tama na. Putulin na ang kadena.

[kat @superstellman]

Please po Lord... kayo na po ang gumawa ng paraan. 🙏

#js

[kat @superstellman]

The earth has already travelled more than halfway around the sun this year.

And yet, still no sight of the same light you’ve had behind your eyes many moons ago.

Despite the smiles you put on to let everyone know you’re OK, you’ve moved on, you’re happier now.

But are you?

[kat @superstellman]

I know it's none of my business but...

I'm sorry I really want to know.

For closure's sake... what happened? what changed? what can still be done?

Is it really over? Just like that?

Feels so abrupt, so final...

But what do I know?

It's out of my control anyway.

...just...

[Stell Ajero @stellajero_]

🖤✨

[Stell Ajero @stellajero_]

Hello June, ikaw na bahala sakin ahh 😃

[𝗘𝗦𝗧𝗘𝗟𝗟𝗔 @estellapresa]

stell core 😆🤸🏻

[kat @superstellman]

At what cost?

[kat @superstellman]

@justincornics wag po muna, di pa tapos ang kwento 🌻

[kat @superstellman]

Is it just me refusing to accept low-hanging fruit, especially when it's obvious that the fruits ain't even ripe and ready yet? Just gotta keep hanging out in the farms and fields and patiently wait for them fruits to fall where they may, hoping they still fall in the same place.

[kat @superstellman]

Replacements are funny little things. But do they have to be loud about taking the place of something that came before it? Can't they just be low-key and exist without having the need to flex that they actually replaced something that was once beloved, valued, and still exists?

[kat @superstellman]

Lord, di pa po tapos yung niluluto Nyo? Medyo matagal-tagal na pag-aayuno na ito. Ayoko mawalan ng pag-asa kaya titibayan kong paniniwalang mas masustansya ang ihahain Ninyo para sa amin at para sa kanila. Pero kung pwede po bago mag-31 yan, kahit patikim lang po sana. Please?

[kat @superstellman]

The gap seems to be getting worse and I don't know anymore how this can be fixed. But I do believe in miracles. So just gotta pray without ceasing. No one but God can make things better. Only HIM. #TrustinDivineTiming

[kat @superstellman]

Praying for everyone to find it in their hearts to forgive and allow compassion to fill their souls, especially with Holy Week just a few days away. May we all seek humility and reconciliation as we close the Lenten season. WAKASan na ang poot AT SIMULAn na muli ang pagmamahalan.

[kat @superstellman]

I would prefer that you not reach the stars if it means you get burned by the light and heat when you get there. I would rather you discern carefully which stars are worth pursuing that won't cost you your soul. Use your map wisely.

[kat @superstellman]

I guess sobra ka talagang na-hurt no? Kaya ang tagal ng recovery. Gets ko naman kung kelangan mo pa ng time. Pero ang tagal na kasi. May hinihintay ka pa ba bago bumalik ka? O eto na yun? Ayaw mo na bumalik? New normal na ba to para sa inyo? Kausapin mo man lang sana. Wag ganyan.

[kat @superstellman]

di pa ako nagsisimula pero burned out na ako agad 😭

[kat @superstellman]

When will I just see reality for what it is? When will I stop deluding myself that he's not a narcissist, just becomes he provides for me? Those two things can exist side by side and I am allowed to feel two ways about it as well.

[kat @superstellman]

Memento quod semper mea culpa, meum onus omni tempore.

[kat @superstellman]

It really is an illusion that I have any semblance of control even in the slightest, no?