a small chuckle leaves me mouth. "me and who" i whisper, staring at my phone in a dimly lit room. no one responds besides the soft hum of the air conditioner.
i used to have an intro tweet here but i unpinned it
in any case, hello, i'm aj, i write things. if you followed for more yearning... yeah, you'll probably see more. i used to translate manga but i haven't done that in a while
that's all you need to learn about me probably
becoming avoidant when you're overwhelmed is an all timer loser feeling. you'll be falling apart and your friends reach out and it's like "thanks that sounds like it'd be so fun to hang out and i'd feel better but i've already got plans to lay in bed and feel lonely"
When you have been depressed all day and get even more depressed and then the one person you wanna talk to stops wanting to talk to you so you just sit there like a blob fish
if my desire to love someone is rooted in my desire to care for others, i wonder if that comes from motherly instinct and if what i really want is a partner or a child
i hate children btw