So… I made an 18+ account
It’s mainly gonna be used for
1. Tweets that aren’t minor friendly
2. Suggestive/explicit fanart
That’s it really, probably won’t be extremely active on here generally speaking! , but only time will tell!
GYM PROGRESS PICS (nothing bad but blurring just in case!)
1 month back at the gym, already getting more definition in my arms and somewhat my chest
It’s only gonna get better (I hope)
I been feeling like an absolute chud lately :(
I think it’s because I’ve been hella lacking on growing my content creation platform
I got a plan tho, hopefully things will start to turn around :)
Guys, I might need to take a break.
I try to act like everything’s okay but I can’t lie, I am having a hard time.
I feel like everything I’ve built is just going nowhere and I feel awful.
Sorry ik this account is essentially becoming a vent account lol
I just need somewhere to get some things off my chest, I don’t wanna do it on main or my irl account,
I kind of prefer to do it here since it’s a smaller account and I can just kinda scream into the void lol
Today's stream had my lowest viewer avg on Twitch I've had possibly ever at 5.5
I used to get 40-50, then it slowly went down to 20-30, and nowadays its usually 10-20
March 2026 has arrived and now I'm even struggling to get over 10
I've unfortunately been feeling this more and more with time, it hasn't gotten much better
My viewer average has plummeted into the single digits for the first time since I started streaming back in 2021
I just feel kinda irrelevant now and idk what to do to get people back :(
Pathetic lil vent that im too embarrassed to post on main:
I can't lie, I'm a little exhausted. I still have a heavy passion for streaming and content creation but it's really hard to keep that up...
Going through the "creator that blew up but struggles to stay relevant" trope
I think that this struggle has caused the quality of my content to go down.
I feel like I'm on a constant battle of "earning back" my viewership and my relevancy. Thus, my content feels a lot more forced now.
I also fear on the flip side I'm not "entertaining" enough? idk
Pathetic lil vent that im too embarrassed to post on main:
I can't lie, I'm a little exhausted. I still have a heavy passion for streaming and content creation but it's really hard to keep that up...
Going through the "creator that blew up but struggles to stay relevant" trope
I don't like making these posts because I don't wanna come off as a complainer... ik I am lucky to have what I have and the opportunities I've had
But recently it feels like I haven't been at my 100% and that I could be doing so much more and that im slowly losing viewers :(