i am not grieving an abuser/groomer. it’s that he was such a big part of my formative years and part of the band that is the foundation of a lot of things in my life - these two feelings can coexist but are so hard to wrap my head around
Not to make it about One Direction right now but I’m also thinking of Louis who was probably the closest one to him in recent years and has to experience another devastating loss. It fucking aches to think about
does everyone else feel like this was just never supposed to happen? like they were invincible, the thought of one of them being gone was just so surreal
For all of its faults, 2010-2015 was such a magical, golden moment in time. And for those of us who were apart of it, feel solace in the fact we will always have that and it will always be apart of our lives growing up