Full transparency... I don't think l've ever experienced someone being deeply in love with me. I've been liked. I've been wanted. But I still dream about the kind of love where someone chooses me wholeheartedly every single day.
Once upon a time, you were always the first person… the top of my messages. Now, you are so far down, sometimes I cry and realize you didn’t miss me. Just miss the space I filled.
The worst feeling is when you feel like you are disturbing the only person you want to talk to. When their replies feel colder, shorter, like they're just tolerating your presence instead of truly wanting it, you hesitate before texting, rewriting your words, wondering if you're being too much for someone who once made you feel like you were just enough. It hurts because all you wanted was their time, their attention, the warmth they used to give so effortlessly. But now you look or feel like an interruption, like an unwelcome guest in a place that once felt like home. You start overthinking. Did I do something wrong, am I pushing them away or did they just stop caring and that uncertainty, that quiet distance eats away you more than any harsh words ever could. You try to pull back to protect your heart but deep down all you want is for them to notice, to reassure you, to remind you that you still matter, but sometimes silence speaks louder than words and that's what hurts the most.
Stop forcing yourself to move on.
You can’t just wake up one day and stop loving someone who once meant everything to you.
Feelings don’t disappear just because the relationship did.
If you can unlove someone overnight, maybe you never loved them that deeply.