this whole thing was incoherent and would be able to be taken out of context or whatever, but i just wanted to say... you can look up to people, but try to not make idols out of them. you will only disappoint yourself later
this was always a hard pill for me to swallow but at the end of the day, i think it's way healthier for me to realize that all the big people i care about don't care about me at all in the end. (might make this a thread and you bet it's gonna be incoherent)
like even the writer, whom i greatly look up to and his works in general have been a huge inspiration for my stories... he's nothing but a dad trying to feed his family doing what he likes
"um artista? Zackary.
um jogo? dragn wash.
uma vn? The Smoke Room
um personagem masculino? Amicus.
uma personagem feminina? NENHUMA DEUS ME LIVRE
cor favorita? branco igual eu <3"