i feel so traumatized all over again and my heart is so heavy this is so painful i don’t want to go in at 5 am and pretend i’m ok and that everything is ok.
getting panicked tearful cries from my family is the last thing i wanted to hear, cielo vista mall is currently experiencing an active shooter, if you are in the area please stay away and stay safe.
also the heartbreak i would for younger people in school who would say they hated their name was immeasurable, to be gifted such a beautiful name and have it torn apart was completely devastating.