I find this quite sad _ how his dream was for Jeongyo to be alive,thinking it would lessen his guilt. But finding out he was alive, the sadness didn't go away. He painfully missed him and yearned for the past they had. it was never just about guilt
"To him, pio is like a mother, father, son, boyfriend, and wife rolled into one; what could they do about it? he knew he would be pointed at and called mentally ill if he revealed his true feelings, but he didn't care" OHH jeongyo is NOT normal about him
the fact he was still grieving jeongyo after he came back alive, grieving the jeongyo he knew and treasured. it's so sad watching him visit the places that hold the precious memories bcuz he painfully misses and yearns for what they once had
wdym jeongyo opens his phone gallery and there's photos of pio secretly taken??!?!, and he's swiping through them looking at pio's face. THIS IS BIG LEVELS OF INSANE