julius ! 🍉

26 | mdni !! | he/they/it | queer | picrew pfp by rrryn___ | dms open!

[julius ! 🍉 @sw1tchpup]

not new to nsfwtwt

᯽ Julius, but you can call me jules
᯽ 26
☁︎︎ genderfluid
☁︎︎ he/they/it
᯽ pan
᯽ switch
᯽ 5’3 || 161cm
᯽ no tw
᯽ dms open!
᯽ mdni !!

↻ + ♡ to be moots !! (selective)

[Triiad ୭୭ @triiadxx]

I've been craving a lot of intimacy lately. Not in a sexual way though. I just want to be loved on. A big hug or sum.

[ً @artfuIchaos]

It kinda freaks me out that you never really know how the other person feels like it could all just be a lie

[ຸ @fvckfemi_]

i just want a relationship where I don't have to play detective and my nervous system can finally rest

[julius ! 🍉 @sw1tchpup]

Ngl I might've gotten to a point of being not horny enough to keep this account alive

[✦ sue ✦ @sueispegasus]

i hate myself, i hate who i’m becoming, i hate how suffocated i feel, i hate my apathetic attitude, i hate that i can’t justify myself, i hate having no control, i hate that i lash out, i hate that ill never be a good person

[julius ! 🍉 @sw1tchpup]

ngl i kinda wanna just [redacted]

[— aria ⨾ଓ @kuriklowns]

do i want a partner? yes.

but does the dating pool suck ass right now? also yes.

[Pengu @Penguxn]

does anyone hate that they need people to initiate plans with them? it's not that you don't want to ask but your brain defaults to needing reassurance that people actually want to be around you

[Mara 🇦🇷 @xssume]

"you need a job" no bro i need a reason to live

[vivi @mooncatvivi]

does anyone else yearn for an intimate relationship yet the second anyone shows any interest in you u freak out bc How could anyone like me when there’s So Much to dislike & so much wrong with me so u push them away & distance yourself bc surely its Wrong & they have an agenda

[𝓐 ⭑ @ayojoestar]

AuDHD is needing alone time so your brain can recover, but also wanting connection because isolation gets lonely.

[femiiiiii. @femiiiszn]

it’s attractive when people apologize for late replies or keep you updated so you don't overthink. clear communication and basic consideration stand out now, especially since ghosting is so common.

[sammm ☆ @onlysammms]

wanting intimacy but refusing to participate in hookup culture because i'm only sexually attracted whenn i'm emotionally attached to someone is its own hell

[sammm ☆ @onlysammms]

and if love finds me again pls let it come without having to worry if they're gonna give up on me on a random day

[✧˚ thorne • @jiraikei]

knowing you have nothing valuable to offer to your friends and are easily replaceable is so devastating. every interaction feels like forcing yourself to be entertaining enough just so that they don’t leave like a jester before the king trying not to get executed