I take out my frustrations by eating and then complain that I've gained weight. I didn't have anxiety anymore, but it came back a few months ago and it's worsened all these points I mentioned. I wish I knew the day when everything would get better.
Nothing is going right. My boyfriend cheated on me, I can't do the things I enjoy, much less buy the things I'd like. I'm also broke and don't have time to consume quality content or study. Honestly, life is a drag. On top of that+
problems I face. I make some cool little videos but I don't grow because I lack consistency, because I don't have enough time, because I don't have the tools to help me in this process. +
you'll never understand this pain, the pain of knowing you spent so much time hiding so many bad things from me. i love you, but i can't be stay with you. maybe if you regretted it... but i think that's very unlikely.
i'll come out of this stronger, more aware of what i want for myself—and I already know that this kind of dynamic was never for me. i don't belong in a place where devotion is divided, where presence isn't singular. i already understand that you prefer your bitches.
i’m so sad.
everything in life happens for a reason. God never takes anything from us without purpose; He sees and hears what remains hidden from our eyes. and perhaps that’s why some truths were never meant to reach me; even the ones you chose to keep to yourself, babe.