Byokui

Digital diary. Cw:44kg Gw:40kg lw:43kg
18, Caffine and cigarette fanatic, 170cm

[Byokui @SweetlyByokui]

10/1/16
OMAD October!!

Accountability thread-

During fasts and or cal intakes, I can have liquid cals. I need my coffee.

Preferably 10k steps a day

I can use appetite suppressants (cigarettes, I am a chain smoker)

I need to lose atleast 10 pounds.

Sw:101ibs CBMI: 15.8

[Byokui @SweetlyByokui]

@CigarexicChi You have cigarexic in ur bio 🥹 just another me

[Byokui @SweetlyByokui]

My side of the fridge. I love chobani yogurt #edrtwt

[Byokui @SweetlyByokui]

@CerezaCigarexic It’s one of my favs but it’s also so expensive 😵‍💫😵‍💫💔💔

[Byokui @SweetlyByokui]

I’m locked in #edrtwt #ricecaketwt

[Byokui @SweetlyByokui]

Omad October day 15
655/500 cals😵‍💫

Im gonna burn alot of it off

[Byokui @SweetlyByokui]

Rlly small yogo bowl
80 cals!

[Byokui @SweetlyByokui]

Omad!! This is what I had for dinner’s night when I ate out w my friends. It’s like 575 cals!! (Whole thing was 1,150 cals but I ate one half for dinner last night and the other for td!)

[Byokui @SweetlyByokui]

Iv safely made it back to my abode. I weighed myself after eating the most calories dense food of all. I’m 100.0ibs right after eating! So I’m still at about 98ibs, I’m prob gonna fast tmrw or eat at my normal 500 cal n under deficit n then burn off all the cals

[Byokui @SweetlyByokui]

Stranded in butt fuck no where bc car keeps breaking down
(It’s ok it’s driving again but keep having to pull over 😵‍💫)

[Byokui @SweetlyByokui]

My steps so far!
Only had 240 cals so far
burned 289
I’m about to go eat out w friends, I’m gonna try to see if I can just get the lowest cal items

[Byokui @SweetlyByokui]

What I ate so far td
0 cal monster n redbull
Hash brown- 240 cals
12k steps- burned 259 cals

[Byokui @SweetlyByokui]

Iv done it… CBMI: 15.3!!

[Byokui @SweetlyByokui]

Volume eating
143 cals!
Chicken-70 cals
Dressing-73cals
Lettuce- 0-10 cals so I’m not even gonna count it

[Byokui @SweetlyByokui]

Don’t even joke lad

[Byokui @SweetlyByokui]

Bruh I hate being a feminine trans guy, actual hell on earth😭😭 I need to tape my chest or smth or do voice training

[Byokui @SweetlyByokui]

I’m bouta make a high volume low cal meal… idk when tho. I wanna after I hit 20k steps

[Byokui @SweetlyByokui]

@chxrripiee @mmassacre11 Or faking it helps validated ppls feelings if they don’t like how there body is. But ppl forget an eating disorder isn’t just “not like your body” or “not liking how you look”

[Byokui @SweetlyByokui]

@chxrripiee @mmassacre11 Alot of ppl who fake it are mentally ill in a way that dosent involve an ED or fake it to gain sympathy or bc it’s “quirky”. A lot of the time especially for women, society makes women believe they have to diet, they have to be skinny, So they fake it

[Byokui @SweetlyByokui]

My bf is getting me more ciggies im so happy

[Byokui @SweetlyByokui]

OMAD October day 13!
Yogurt bowl
French toast
Coffee
337 cals!