i want to live my life but the feeling never leaves me and i don't know how to cope with it. everything around me is one big distraction. one day i'll have to confront it. i don't want to do that.
@brokend01ly i agree! we're harming each other by sharing this content out here. it's unfortunate that the community is both a safe outlet and a detriment. it's nice to be seen! and it's comforting, but there's something so cruel beneath it all. we're just fuelling one another.