so. you get up. you keep moving. you ignore it until you can't. you rinse. you repeat. again. and again. and again. and again. and you call this "life."
my longing is disfigured and grotesque. i will hold onto you so tightly that my nails will dig into your skin and i will kiss you so desperately that i will draw blood.
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β β i am sure !
( a pause Λ furrowed brows β lips left a slight part . a soft groan Λ barely heard . )
β i lied to you .. i have absolutely no clue .
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β β you never know what our weapons get up to without us .
( a shrug given Λ an otherwise unusual blank expression . digits reach π¬Ίπ¬Ί wrap around a handle Λ pulling toward himself . it felt β familiar Λ almost * as if
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β ( joining the other by his side once again Λ greens flickering between two similar weapons . zack Λ if he thought about it prior Λ should've left his own elsewhere . but then would come the question of just where * he placed it .)
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β β i assumed i was Λ anyway β don't i always get it for us ?
( a playful pout Λ and finally Λ sliding off the comfort of the bed . looking for his needed items Λ not necessarily hurrying . )
β we should get to moving .
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β β always thinking ahead .
( said more out of adoration Λ another breath taken β a sigh . time could not stand still forever Λ nor will it wait . he sat upright Λ brushing his undoubtedly messy hair down . )
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β a promise told βΈ one he intended to keep . he can't lose cloud again Λ or another . despite his demeanor Λ those unpleasant memories flooded through mind . )
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β β there won't be a next * time , i'm attached to you .. sorry .
( his tone softer Λ digits coming to brush blonde strands from anothers visage . a content β sigh Λ his chest rising and lowering .
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β β oh ? weird how that ass kicking didn't happen last time ..
( gently rolling over Λ to lay on his back rather than his side . greens meeting similars . )
β must've missed that part .
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β ( zack had almost * forgotten the nightmare that awaits them within reach Λ wanting to enjoy this moment .. forever .
to be back at clouds side Λ as it should've remained . )
β you know you can't get rid of me again .