MEL °｡ 🐡

Inner World of a Tall Troubled Green Man ∘∘∘ #ILOVECAS

[MEL °｡ 🐡 @swiftlymel]

🧟 Haii im Mel ~!

> 17 yrs old :3c
> Slightly worrisome n deranged ★
> Salad finger Irl o(_ _;o)

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[MEL °｡ 🐡 @swiftlymel]

i love her so fuxking much she doesn't know just how much she heals me I swear when i'm in her arms i feel strong enough to do anything they're the love of my life i could never get enough of him

[MEL °｡ 🐡 @swiftlymel]

@CasperrTown okay so basically all you have to do is: multi- swipes hope this helped 😄😄😄 /j

[MEL °｡ 🐡 @swiftlymel]

if i could choose to be anywhere i'd always choose being with her

[mlm @mlmyearningbot]

Boy who "He's so smart i want to kiss him" x Boy who "he's so stupid i need to kiss him"

[MEL °｡ 🐡 @swiftlymel]

i have you and i won't let you leave you're the only heaven i ever want to know

[MEL °｡ 🐡 @swiftlymel]

it's going to be us forever

[MEL °｡ 🐡 @swiftlymel]

i jsut want to feel it

[MEL °｡ 🐡 @swiftlymel]

where did the peace go

[MEL °｡ 🐡 @swiftlymel]

if you sat me down and held a gun to my head saying i get to pick if i want to live or die i'd thank you for giving me the opportunity to die i've been waiting for

[MEL °｡ 🐡 @swiftlymel]

i wish someone found me enough to fight for me

[MEL °｡ 🐡 @swiftlymel]

i wish i was worht staying for i keep letting everyone down

[MEL °｡ 🐡 @swiftlymel]

even after all the abuse i went through, i have never known hurt so violent that this
being hit would feel like a break compared to this emotional distress

[MEL °｡ 🐡 @swiftlymel]

i feel like everyone jsut wants me to be in pain

[MEL °｡ 🐡 @swiftlymel]

they'll just end up sending me back to the stupid psych ward to keep me suffering

[MEL °｡ 🐡 @swiftlymel]

it's none stop and it seems there no end to it

[MEL °｡ 🐡 @swiftlymel]

i cant even escape it when i sleep i have constant nightmares there's no escape to it self harm stopped being painful and feeling like something a long time agoi don't feel hunger my head is always spinning my heart pounding And my mood alwyas so low memory is alwyas failing me

[MEL °｡ 🐡 @swiftlymel]

people want me to be everything i could never be

[MEL °｡ 🐡 @swiftlymel]

it's almost as if life is begging me to kill mysekf

[MEL °｡ 🐡 @swiftlymel]

im so scared

[MEL °｡ 🐡 @swiftlymel]

everything taste Bland time passes strangely my skin never feels right things seems so close yet so far Everything is so scary