i genuinely think some people on this app encourage recovery and fully support others just so whoever is recovering gets fatter while they get skinner and that’s why ill never recover especially publicly on this app
ive been just eating 100-200 calories a day again i feel so guilty for it its not like i want to i feel like im letting everyone down esp my mum its just so much easier so much more comfortable but i cant do it forever god this makes no sense why cant i have a normal brain