I can’t imagine how stupid I look to everyone else, trying so hard to be something to someone who wants to play games with me 😅 I’m so fucking tired of trying. Honestly. I’m exhausted. For once I want to be enough for someone. I guess not this time.
@virgingoodgirl But there’s a difference in someone who cares about you and waiting to talk to you when you’re free and someone who is not willing to wait because they want instant gratification
@Seductiv3Scream Even then, sometimes it feels like I put in a bunch of effort and can be ignored for days on end. Then they come back and act like nothing happened. It’s maddening and I’m so close to just ghosting everyone.
@redxwitch_ I only do it if I’m going to surprise them with something. Like their favorite food or snack, going to target to make them a gift basket just because 😂 Little things like that. Other than that, it stays on