When you go for something “like your life depends on it” - you tend to get it.
So most of life is just figuring out the thing you really want.
And once you do, don’t hold back.
Beginning one week ago, our content creator co-op began experiencing the same thing. One of our streamers is using Russian-owned software on his stream. Not sure if that is related. We are streaming from the US. Twitch is still running ads on his stream account that has been artificially lowered to one viewer and will not pay the streamer after he built an honest following. He has been accused of botting, though he hasn't botted. This is illegal.