just said “i’m not sure if you can tell from this conversation but i’m not exactly a car expert” and the mechanic i was on the phone with laughed and said “and you don’t have to be” and it took my breath away. that’s chosen family
do you ever worry that you just do not have enough energy or vigor in you to make your life a good one. being attentive and giving, maintaining friendships over time, showing up to interesting & enriching stuff consistently, idk i want to sleep so much of the time too much