I’m so embarrassed by all the pathetic and desperate shit I’ve done in an attempt to feel loved, and I’m more embarrassed that nothing has ever worked.
i don’t want to go to work tomorrow i don’t want to live i don’t want to be here i don’t want to exist i don’t want to do this anymore i don’t want to do anything
Sex is not just sex! Sex is the closest you'll ever get to someone's soul and people just turned it into a hobby, but I guess that's a coversation we are not ready for.
My coworker just got back from Italy (my biggest goal) & she visited a greenhouse in Rome JUST to take pics & show me cuz she knows how much I love plants + Italy 😭💚🫶🏼