you’re not a burned-out gifted kid, you're an adult terrified of mediocrity, procrastinating at every opportunity so failure can't prove that you're just average
because the universe responds to ‘vibration’, and not to how ‘good’ you are. if you purely/wholeheartedly believe you deserve something, you will receive it. that’s why just being a good person isn’t enough. you have to believe that you’re worthy of good things too.
but evil people, operating from darker intentions will always get those energies reflected back at them through other ways. evil people can have a lot of money because they vibrate at the frequency of wealth, but they can be miserable internally or in personal relationships, etc.