i have this deep and unshakable faith that everything will work out for me. there may be times where things look and feel slow to come to fruition but i never let go of that faith, it keeps me going.
Eventually, you will stop feeling bad for yourself and realize that the support you didn't get was all the support you needed. You may not understand everything the moment it happens, and it may be tough. But life's curveballs are thrown for a reason; to course correct your path.