my brain is strange because i was fine but now everything seems hopeless? no energy to do anything? just want to sleep? weird urge to cry? can i just turn everything off?
i try to act like i’m fine so i dont break down but im really not fine. i’m never fine. the only times im fine is if im doing something that keeps me from thinking about things. i hate feeling this way because the only thing i want is to be ok with myself and it’ll never happen.