@Hipoppers@nekonatorr Because I’m ugly. Which doesn’t help. Maybe if I was born pretty then people would have overlooked things in the past. But at this point my social retardation is too much of a handicap. I wish I could somehow learn to socialize but it never works
@Jamalweebinout@nekonatorr your friends should have killed themselves for that. cucking themselves. giving up. admitting they are not normal and that they cant connect to human beings naturally.
@ComentadorAngol@keemonade yes it is me. because i have this brain. something is broken. its like im communicating with people in a different language through a plane of glass. even when things go well i dont compare to a normal human being.
@WolfiesHeat life never worked out for me. i can never make friends even as a kid. i should have stabed myself in the neck in middle school. i dont live anywhere near social clubs or a large city. i have no idea where people my age exist or socialize. what is the point of existing
@ComentadorAngol@keemonade im 30 how much time do i have. unfortunately you can only practice so much at one time. im pretty sure i know what sounds normal. people think im normal because im good at masking. they just think im shy and awkward. but they have no idea im retarded.
@ComentadorAngol@keemonade what more is there to do ?? like. other than talking to people. i go outside. i have a job. i talk to people. i have talked to people my whole life. but i still cant connect with anyone
@2nsma@censvstheworld@IdkTest_06 if it was something i could learn i would have learned it because i try every day. if you think being anxious, devastatingly lonely, and depressed your whole life is not that bad then you know nothing
@2nsma@censvstheworld@IdkTest_06 my biggest problem is that i cant connect with anyone. i never made friends. i cant network. i have a dead end shit job and no future. all because i dont know how to socialize