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alexis ness if he had bipolar disorder and a SHEDTWT account 🎉🎉 im also priv sometimes but requests r always okay!!!

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@landminemuu me 2 i texted u on insta and u didnt reapon😢

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@landminemuu WE aARE SO SYNCED YES

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wish i had locked in on cutting my arm or i didnt do it at all cause i have a very awkward amount of cuts there ☹️☹️

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sometimes i think about the doctor shooting iodine up into my gaping cut and it being literally some of the worst pain ive ever felt

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someone vaguely mentioned shedtwt in real life recently and it freaked me out 🤔im happy im somewhat recoved

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img is scar!! sometimes my FULLY HEALED scars kind of get filled with some sort of bloody fluid i usually just use tweezers and rip into them and drain it out but is this something to be worried about....

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sometimes i feel sad about the fact that ive been getting treatment for mental health since i was 13 and i started getting medicated and diagnosed with bipolar at like 14

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sometimes people describe their self harm or eating disorder as out of their control and i wonder if its just me who feels fully in control 🤔🤔🤔 its not that i cant stop its more like i dont want to put in the effort to stop and its not that bad so its easier to keep going

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i can see myself in a super evil situationship with a guy but i cant imagine dating him happily i think if i was in a relationship with i guy id cheat on him ORR be super weirdly obsessed with him

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wait lifes like really amazing after you drop the people youve been wasting energy and love on 🤔🤔🤔 okay note to future sync!! if someone makes u feel like shit all the time you need to drop thwm super fast i promise ull feel better ^-^

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i am fatter than a lot of my friends and i am recovered but also not when i think about it too hard 😢

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could be me if i locked in.....

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Body type of the day

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@LuceLuvsLucifer omg one of your actual main account oomfs????

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@pocoacat sonic shedtwt lets be oomfies pretty please Okay? 🥹🥹

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the worst part of self harm is the itchiness eek its so bad ☹️☹️☹️ i get keloids rlly easily and i itch so bad while healing its hell ☹️☹️☹️

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ITS ITCHY FUCK THIS WAS A BAD IDEA I LITERALLY DID THOSE CUTS YESTERDAY ND THEY ALREADY ITCB SO BAD

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cut right in the middle of my chest in the hopes it would lessen the gnawing inside Didnt help also would not recommend you can hear your heart beating its kinda terrifying so i couldnt get good cuts in 😢😢😢

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that guy who unintentionally got you on shedtwt which kinda ruined your life

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bad angle but ive been bruising lately!!! kinda annoying i like cutting more but aftercare and hiding kinda sucks 😓😓