img is scar!! sometimes my FULLY HEALED scars kind of get filled with some sort of bloody fluid i usually just use tweezers and rip into them and drain it out but is this something to be worried about....
sometimes i feel sad about the fact that ive been getting treatment for mental health since i was 13 and i started getting medicated and diagnosed with bipolar at like 14
sometimes people describe their self harm or eating disorder as out of their control and i wonder if its just me who feels fully in control ๐ค๐ค๐ค its not that i cant stop its more like i dont want to put in the effort to stop and its not that bad so its easier to keep going
i can see myself in a super evil situationship with a guy but i cant imagine dating him happily i think if i was in a relationship with i guy id cheat on him ORR be super weirdly obsessed with him
wait lifes like really amazing after you drop the people youve been wasting energy and love on ๐ค๐ค๐ค okay note to future sync!! if someone makes u feel like shit all the time you need to drop thwm super fast i promise ull feel better ^-^
the worst part of self harm is the itchiness eek its so bad โน๏ธโน๏ธโน๏ธ i get keloids rlly easily and i itch so bad while healing its hell โน๏ธโน๏ธโน๏ธ
cut right in the middle of my chest in the hopes it would lessen the gnawing inside Didnt help also would not recommend you can hear your heart beating its kinda terrifying so i couldnt get good cuts in ๐ข๐ข๐ข