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I take EVERYTHING as a sign frm God in life. An small inconvenience. Like maybe I didn't need to go to this place, maybe I don't need this person in my life, that job may not be for me, maybe this is saving me from something only GOD can see. No loses forever lessons.
I struggle with forgiveness, for real. Iβll let things slide and act cool for a while, but then my mind starts replaying everything. Before I know it, Iβm mad all over again and donβt even wanna be around you. It hurts, βcause Iβm the type to ride hard for the people I love. My loyalty runs deep, sometimes too deep. But itβs crazy how your own thoughts can keep you stuck, replaying the pain instead of releasing it. And the whole time, Iβm just sitting there thinking, βWhy would you even do me like that?