brain worms

worms in my fucking brain RAAAAAA || old as dirt (over 25) || systwt || yapping into the void but now the void is yapping back

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Also I'm the main alter that does any cleaning around here and I finally got a name, updated Pluralspace, and am cleaning our whiteboard for future use. We up

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I really didn't know I was a system when I had a whiteboard where I wrote down things that I enjoy/make me happy because I would forget.

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The curse is truly lifted

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@_puppyllenhaal i am also feeling productive today and cleaning, locking tf in

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omg i just got to hide my first blue check response #yay

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@l30n_kisser @darko_priv_ absolutely, and it can/does occur with DID a lot but I think it's a case where ppl assume MD = DID when it can co-occur with other things like BPD too

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i ate so much food yesterday im not allowed ANY SWEETS for a very long time, i can NOT be trusted

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@darko_priv_ and also. what does "being a system" mean bc ppl treat it as like a new category of person. like there's regular person or a system. obv ik what a system is but i feel like ppl treating it as a separate existence is kinda the core of the issue tbh

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@l30n_kisser @darko_priv_ like it's still dissociative but not in the same way

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@l30n_kisser @darko_priv_ honestly i think for a lot of ppl it could be maladaptive daydreaming. lots of ppl think they're multiple because they have Guys In Their Brains In A Headspace but they be imagining shit

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would you still love me if i was me but another me that wasn't sure if they liked u yet

[temple runner @misscalcula]

would you still love me if i was me

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holy shit i woke up to like 10k likes on this. what the fuck. am i supposed to promote something bc im just a dumbass yapping on the internet and being mentally ill

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this is also how i feel about tests for dissociation. no i don't find notes i left for myself places. i don't write notes. i also don't find new things i don't remember buying cuz i never rly buy things.

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@cwdpositvcoyote imo they function best as a starting point done by a therapist who keeps an eye on it as u work together. cuz eventually if there's things like memory gaps or identity shifts they'll notice it

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@Halfemptyhearts plus. i would forget to have the supplies to leave a note for myself. checkmate, psychologist.

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update i think it did fix me. pro tip if you feel Wrong try to just sit in super hot water for 20 minutes

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a hot bath might fix me maybe

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@CathachuPikachu not exactly but i did have many moments i would like stare at my hands but in an Objective way and be like woah this is how hands would look if i were an alien seeing human hands for the first time.

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@CosplayMistake but what if we're like super chill about it

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systems with internal control hierarchies are so funny to me like can i speak to a manager around here

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@canineshutdown yeah.....