𝐒𝐲𝐮𝐡𝐚 𝐃.

I speak my mind. xoxo, Average Jane

[𝐒𝐲𝐮𝐡𝐚 𝐃. @syuhadean]

My late night random thoughts 💭

AND fave quotes

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[𝐒𝐲𝐮𝐡𝐚 𝐃. @syuhadean]

- giving them my full attention and really listening to what they’re saying. And honestly, that’s what drains my energy the most.

[𝐒𝐲𝐮𝐡𝐚 𝐃. @syuhadean]

Being an ambivert (but leaning more towards introvert) actually suits my current job quite well - strategic planning, where I mostly deal with reading materials, analysing things and working quietly until…

[𝐒𝐲𝐮𝐡𝐚 𝐃. @syuhadean]

Thing is, I’m actually not that good with people. Kalau boleh, I’d reduce human interaction as much as possible in a day. Sebab once I’m engaged in a conversation, I’ll automatically switch into full attentive mode -

[𝐒𝐲𝐮𝐡𝐚 𝐃. @syuhadean]

Oh and yea, I’ve cooked lunch. The kids were so happy and SirHubby makan bertambah. 3 kali rasanya dia bangun tambah nasi. Padahal masak singgang, goreng ayam, buat sambal belacan dengan goreng telur dadar je 😅

[𝐒𝐲𝐮𝐡𝐚 𝐃. @syuhadean]

Semalam very productive;
- laundry
- went out bought bfast and grabbed coffee
- settle kan keja ofis a bit
- kemas living hall upstairs
- cuci toilet
- basuh semua make up brushes
- dobi basuh all 4 bedsheets, pillowcases & comforters
- lipat baju
- movie night w/ kids

[Gaza Notifications @gazanotice]

🚨BREAKING: The body of Palestinian woman Iman Abdel Aal has been recovered following an Israeli airstrike on a residential apartment in western Gaza City.

Several others were injured, including one in critical condition, amid heavy Israeli warplane activity and panic among residents in the early hours of the morning.

[syakinah شكينة @_nsyakinah]

public figure or not, this old man just lost the love of his life. apa motif post benda cam ni guna kesedihan manusia lain untuk engagement damn jenazah arwah pun belum sejuk

i dah lama cakap malaysia ada masalah ethics dan humanity. and its worse when it affects journalism

[𝐒𝐲𝐮𝐡𝐚 𝐃. @syuhadean]

Kita ni dah lah ambivert, selesa to socialise within my circle je. I need socmed to casually socialise outside my circle and keep my personal stuff for my own record, while knowing that others couldn’t care less. Tapi semak lah bila ada stalker ni. Rimas rasa.

[𝐒𝐲𝐮𝐡𝐚 𝐃. @syuhadean]

I naturally will rant here instead of on Threads. Sebab sini dah tak ada audience, so I can speak freely. While on Threads, anyone could stumble across your post; colleagues, old friends or even your exes’ partners 🤭

[𝐒𝐲𝐮𝐡𝐚 𝐃. @syuhadean]

Tapi semalam I did post something - purposely sebab the stalker ada kat sana. I just wanted to call her out so she’d stop being obsessed with me. Lama kot I diam, perati je dia… over a decade. Tak tahu lah apa dia nak. 🤧

[𝐒𝐲𝐮𝐡𝐚 𝐃. @syuhadean]

Somewhere between work and my real-life routine, I’ve somehow managed to finish all 9 seasons of One Tree Hill! 😆

[𝐒𝐲𝐮𝐡𝐚 𝐃. @syuhadean]

This is not good. It’s 1:50 a.m. and I still can’t sleep because of menstrual cramps and probably because I took a long nap earlier today. Even worse, I might still have to deal with these cramps at the office tomorrow (as in today - on Monday). 😩

[𝐒𝐲𝐮𝐡𝐚 𝐃. @syuhadean]

Hi @X Been using X (Twitter before) for over a decade, and I have one request, please add an “On This Day” feature like Facebook. I’d love to revisit posts from the same date in previous years. Pleaseee

[𝐒𝐲𝐮𝐡𝐚 𝐃. @syuhadean]

After a while, he suddenly said, “You manyak wangi la”

Then I was like, it’s not the scent… I’ve just become desensitised to it. Tapi rasa macam dari awal I pakai tak boleh nak detect the scent pun sebenarnya. So, I always feel self-conscious, takut I busuk. 😅

[𝐒𝐲𝐮𝐡𝐚 𝐃. @syuhadean]

I’m wearing a new perfume, yet every time I pakai, I still tak boleh tangkap bau dia on my body. So I thought maybe the scent just isn’t that strong. Tapi tadi masa pergi ambil Eris dekat sekolah, I was chatting with atuk classmate Eris.

[𝐒𝐲𝐮𝐡𝐚 𝐃. @syuhadean]

Not long after, he came upstairs and lay beside me. Then he said, “Ingat nak makan megi dulu tadi tapi teringat sayang tak tidoq lagi. Kena bagi sayang tidoq dulu. Satgi lambat.”

Awww~ 🥹

Hugged him tightly as he began to dodoi and soon I dozed off like a baby.

[𝐒𝐲𝐮𝐡𝐚 𝐃. @syuhadean]

SirHubby’s act of love; Dodoi me until I fall asleep. Literally dodoi macam baby tu. But that’s how I can sleep easily. Not lying when I said I can’t sleep when SirHubby’s not around. I need his leg on mine package with massage/usap belakang, neck and hand.

[𝐒𝐲𝐮𝐡𝐚 𝐃. @syuhadean]

Some nights, he falls asleep earlier than I do. And on those nights, memang I struggle nak tido. Jenuh pusing kiri kanan nak boleh tido 😅

Last 2 nights, while I was lying in bed ready to sleep, I could hear SirHubby downstairs, still busy with the cleanup. I didn’t call him.

[𝐒𝐲𝐮𝐡𝐚 𝐃. @syuhadean]

Such a beautiful friendship she has. Now I understand why she refused to change school. She didn’t want to leave her best friends behind.

They truly have each other’s backs.

[𝐒𝐲𝐮𝐡𝐚 𝐃. @syuhadean]

Eris joined a race at her school’s Sports Day today. Somehow, her shoe came off right at the start, leaving her trailing behind the others. She was upset that she didn’t win.

I saw her best friend, Isabelle who was on a different team, rush to her the moment…

[𝐒𝐲𝐮𝐡𝐚 𝐃. @syuhadean]

Isabelle suddenly walked straight towards their tent. I assumed she was heading back to her team.

Apparently, she was looking for their other best friend, Alesandra, who came running over the moment she heard what had happened. ❤️🥹