lulu

her nicknames include cocaine kate,
and kate mess!

[lulu @szofrito]

21 edrtwt mdni

[lulu @szofrito]

Eating an apple while restricting be having you practically eating the core too

[lulu @szofrito]

This is not working out bro I’m still restricting and severely over exercising for how weak my body is rn. Fuck

[lulu @szofrito]

finally was able to start restricting again and then I got sick ur fawking kidding meee😭😭😭 as much as I want to keep restricting I know it’d be smarter to let my body heal first so I can restrict again sooner

[lulu @szofrito]

getting drunk asfk for halloweekend and then starting reta after 😀😀😀 don’t careeee

[lulu @szofrito]

mom tried complimenting me saying “you’re so tiny but you’ve still got your strong legs!” kms bro

[lulu @szofrito]

@skullines Faxxx I just always end up binging when I eat greasy food tho

[lulu @szofrito]

what is yalls safe food that is usually people’s fear food? mine is the chickfila Mac&cheese

[lulu @szofrito]

for sure I am definitely not gonna eat at maintenance though I’m just gonna do a ‘healthy’ deficit

[lulu @szofrito]

finally was able to start restricting again and then I got sick ur fawking kidding meee😭😭😭 as much as I want to keep restricting I know it’d be smarter to let my body heal first so I can restrict again sooner

[lulu @szofrito]

@GeekianaBardee I feel this it was really hard for me too my main method was trying to eat out with friends often so that it was easier to get my mind off of it while eating

[lulu @szofrito]

currently eating at maintenance for a few days cuz I’m hitting a mean ass plateau but it feels disgusting eating this much

[lulu @szofrito]

If my body is gonna be this weak all the time can I at least be FUCKING SKINNY WHILE NEARLY PASSING OUT ALL THE TIME.

[lulu @szofrito]

I’m not sure why I’m getting so much health anxiety abt Reta as if I don’t literally do coke lmfao

[lulu @szofrito]

880cals 115g protein 26g fiber 😀😀

[lulu @szofrito]

finally restricting again we r so back

[lulu @szofrito]

I forgot to include my goat

[lulu @szofrito]

These are everything to me

[lulu @szofrito]

genuinely have everything planned out where I could start reta I alr know where to get everything and what to do I just keep debating
I think part of my issue is my disorder being so heavily about me being ‘disciplined’ that it feels like cheating but idk if I even care anymore

[lulu @szofrito]

eds being “contagious” is terrifying to me I try to hide my disorder the best I can but I’ve had multiple people clock me for it and the idea of being someone else’s rzn for them being disordered is my worst nightmare lowk

[lulu @szofrito]

@kkittiekcals You the goat

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@lucidparasite_ miii

[lulu @szofrito]

so I went off all my meds