Chaa✨

hi

[MANTO @KangManto123]

Keputusan yg tepat :

[Chaa✨ @szrcha]

Terlepas dari masalah buruk yang diluar dugaan kemarin membuatku menjadi burn out. Solusinya aku harus lebih gila dari situasi itu. Tapi kalo lgi malem gini malah waras, jadi kepikiran terus..

[Chaa✨ @szrcha]

Langkah ini hanya di titik ¼ dan harus berhenti karena kekonyolan. I hope the people there get what they deserve. Not because I want revenge, but because I feel the oppression they feel. Why are people happy when I fall flat on my face? It really feels like a long-awaited failure

[Chaa✨ @szrcha]

Kenapa kok aku sekarang kaya jadi aib, rasanya orang yang punya aku siapapun itu entah keluarga, temen, pasangan pasti malu😔

[Chaa✨ @szrcha]

Akhirnya udah yudisium huhu😭😭

[Chaa✨ @szrcha]

Look now I'm so defeated and weak. Again all of this is destroyed by my own mind. What confuses me is if in a condition like this I don't know why it feels like there is a needle injection in my left arm. I'm so weak this time. I hate myself.

[Chaa✨ @szrcha]

Kalo dipikir-pikir sekaramg aku juga lagi merasa kaya kamu. He said my life is better than anyone including him. Tapi bener sih aku terlalu bodo amat sama lingkungan sekitar, tapi kepikiran sendiri. Because I think it's a silly problem, but it's the hardest problem in my life.

[Chaa✨ @szrcha]

Ternyata baca kata-kata "aku tau dia malu punya aku" yang dirulis orang paling kita sayang saat itu sakit banget ya. Your family must be proud to have you, don't think so. So did I who used to feel like I had you.

[Chaa✨ @szrcha]

Semangatin aku pliss😥🙏

[Chaa✨ @szrcha]

Besok sempro tapi rasanya takutt bgt, bukan takut sempro kejadian apapun sekarang mengingatkan kenapa aku berpikir aku ini akan susah di terima. Padahal orang ga terlalu merhatiin kita ya, tapi kenapa aku takutttt banget rasanya🥺

[Chaa✨ @szrcha]

Hopefully with the sign of unblocking my Instagram account after 4 months, you can make peace with forgetting and soon find someone new who understands the concept of "equal" at that time. Not late like me. Thank you love.

[Chaa✨ @szrcha]

Finally He unblocked my Instagram account. I don't know if he was just using me for his needs or what, it would be stupid to remember. but I still love him.

[Chaa✨ @szrcha]

Regarding someone in advance, thank you. I just learned that no two people are truly compatible. It turns out that you have turned off your ego when you are with me. In the past, my high ego didn't make me realize it.

[Chaa✨ @szrcha]

Gua udh muakkkkkkkkk, setahun lagi bertahan plissss😭😭😭🙏🙏

[Chaa✨ @szrcha]

Itu lagu cry punya CAS kenapa relate banget ya sama kita...

[Chaa✨ @szrcha]

Dulu pas kecil ga nyangka sih kalo di kepala 2 ini udah tumbuh jadi orang yang punya tanda tanda frustasi😔

[Chaa✨ @szrcha]

Salahkah jika aku menginginkan hal yang sama seperti mereka? meskipun itu tidak masuk akal

[Chaa✨ @szrcha]

Gapapa kan emang manusia bisa berubah sewaktu-waktu, kalau dia milih bahagia tanpa kita, masa iya kita harus marah?