ellie👍

ੈ✩‧₊˚ yogurt lover and #1 macklemore defender ೃ⁀➷ edtwt & drugtwt ⋆.ೃ࿔*:･

[ellie👍 @szxser]

maybe someone can mansplain why the fuck i do this to myself 😂😂😂

[ellie👍 @szxser]

has anyone used tapeworms for weight loss and if so what was the experience it trying to see something

[ellie👍 @szxser]

@living4berries tag plz!!

[natalia ꨄ︎ edtwt @starv1ngdarl1ng]

no it doesn’t we r literally just obsessed with food

[ellie👍 @szxser]

does anyone else get nose bleeds when they purge??? it happens almost every time 😭😭

[ellie👍 @szxser]

literally would do anything to have my anorexia back i keep looking at my old photos when i was thin and my face wasn’t swollen i need it back

[ellie👍 @szxser]

bulimia is killing me bro i’m stuck at bmi 20 after being uw for so long 😣

[ellie👍 @szxser]

went from underweight to overweight in the span of two months fuck my chud life

[ellie👍 @szxser]

hello fans if any of you were wondering where ive been i’ve actually had the worst binge cycle ever and i haven’t looked at my body in the mirror for months!!! 😁

[ellie👍 @szxser]

@komorebi_ww hey bro not to worry you or anything but there’s a chance you might be underweight

[ellie👍 @szxser]

frick my stupid chungus life

[ellie👍 @szxser]

october was genuinely the worst month of my life and i got so fat im gonna die

[ellie👍 @szxser]

i hate binging and having to go to school the next morning

[ellie👍 @szxser]

@uwcals omg please recipe for the third pic

[ellie👍 @szxser]

just a reminder that being on edtwt does does make you more disordered than someone who isn’t

[ellie👍 @szxser]

so jealous of people whose maintenance is 3500 they rlly do have it all😕

[ellie👍 @szxser]

@hihu_ver LMAOO AS LONG AS YOU WNJOYED IT

[ellie👍 @szxser]

i hate having to eat more just bc i’m an athlete it makes me feel like i’m just dieting instead of actually having an ED