terlihat tenang, padahal separuh diri sedang mati-matian trying to convince myself that everything will be okay. tetap bangun pagi, tetap menjalani hari, tetap ketawa dan ngobrol seperti biasa, while deep down i’m just trying to survive another day.
bukan soal cinta, bukan soal kehilangan seseorang. sometimes life itself just feels too heavy, sampai rasanya nggak tau harus mulai dari mana lagi. tapi somehow, i’m still here, still trying, still hoping that one day things will finally feel a little lighter.