ppl don't realize how isolating it is to grow up thinking and knowing that nobody around you likes or had a crush on u. I genuinely think that it’s not possible to find me pretty in that way and that I will never find someone. when someone gives me a compliment my first thought is that they are either making fun of me or lying.
One of the most superficial reasons why i dont wnna get married is because i wnna be lazy in peace, i cant afforrd having to perform 24/7 because if i dont he will go cheat on me