alex

28 | they/them | lesbian | ¯\_(ツ)_/¯

[alex @taemadvice]

i’m just mad at how unsurprised i was at that moment. this shouldn’t be such an every day thing. it’s drilled into us so heavily so i know what to do and it’s definitely useful but i wish i didn’t live in a world where this happens so often that it has to be

[alex @taemadvice]

y’all. i deleted the app earlier this week bc i’m over it and the dumb x thing. just to find myself hurriedly redownloading this morning bc we went on lockdown and i was terrified the school across the street was in the midst of a shooting

[alex @taemadvice]

like as a teacher. i feel like i have to keep this app. personally idc but when we have situations ik info comes on here v fast. idk i just hate that shootings are so common these days that it makes me feel like this is necessary

[alex @taemadvice]

my therapist used the wrong pronouns for me and man. i have never been more fucked up. like pls i thought she knew me and you’re telling me she’s been thinking of me as a she/her this whole time?? i might cry

[alex @taemadvice]

downloaded a dating app for the first time in my life bc i’ve been extremely attention deprived for months and yeah. 2 days later and i’m still not gay married. absolutely crushed right now

[alex @taemadvice]

also so many negative not fun feelings to discuss so much going wrong sometimes it’s fun to just say hey i got intoxicated and decided i need to get my nipples pierced so i just fucking found a place and did it

[alex @taemadvice]

there’s something so thrilling about going to therapy after a busy week like. i am truly so excited to tell my therapist everything i’ve been up to i love it

[alex @taemadvice]

like i love being chaotic and knowing i get to sign into my session and drop it all on her like guess all the dumb shit i did! i got tipsy and cried 5 times watching twilight! living my best life!

[alex @taemadvice]

and then jobs will be like take care of yourself! your mental health is important! we understand people need mental health days :) pls request them off weeks in advance tho! and we MIGHT approve it! like man sometimes shit just hits mental illness doesn’t give you a heads up lmao

[alex @taemadvice]

the way i can not STAND companies or schools hyping up perfect attendance like. fuck off?

[alex @taemadvice]

kind of bs too how places will pretend to want you to stay home when sick to not spread it to others but at the same time will get mad if you do stay home. or say they care about mental health but as soon as it causes issues with attendance 🔪🔪🔪

[alex @taemadvice]

admittedly. she’s not even 2 yet. so idk if they understand her but yeah it’s so cute and makes me so happy?? she started a couple weeks ago and i love it

[alex @taemadvice]

one of my latest fav things that my daughter does is. thank bus drivers. like i’ll get up at our stop and before i say anything she’ll shout “thank you!” and it makes me 🥺

[alex @taemadvice]

@AmazonHelp what do you mean and where would i find that? it says it was delivered by amazon

[alex @taemadvice]

the amazon delivery driver :) left my package :) in the mailroom :) where there are signs :) saying NOT :) to leave packages :) in the mailroom :) bc they will :) be stolen :)