monka ⁷ (slow)

•barefoot taehyung enthusiast •wholesome content provider •music_educator

[monka ⁷ (slow) @taes_brightstar]

Chicago - 10/02
Taehyung broke my heart into a million pieces & put it back together again.

In this moment I could feel his pain & suffering, his desire to hide his weakness, & his will to push through it. I could see his humanity, & Ive fallen deeper in my heart ever since. 💜

[monka ⁷ (slow) @taes_brightstar]

@009KOO @plutowithlove there was an announcement that VIP tickets were limited for today. i’m hoping that meant that they reserved some for the general sale. sending ticket dust to all ARMYs 💜

[monka ⁷ (slow) @taes_brightstar]

@yeontaeberrykim thank you!! it was so nerve wracking!

[monka ⁷ (slow) @taes_brightstar]

I GOT TICKETS FOR ME MY FIANCÉ AND MY SON. MY SON LOVES BTS AND THIS WILL BE HIS FIRST CONCERT EVERRRRRRR. SEE YALL IN TAMPA!!!!!!!!!!

[monka ⁷ (slow) @taes_brightstar]

i love my lil kookie crumble 🥹

[Shre⁷ |⊙⊝⊜ @KV0LOGY]

He's so cool

[ejk ⋆ (ia) @jkoowie]

great day for annoying people

[monka ⁷ (slow) @taes_brightstar]

my feelings are still so hurt that the windbreaker manhwa was canceled. IM SO TORN OVER IT 😭

[monka ⁷ (slow) @taes_brightstar]

life is so hard rn. i just wanna escape into my fav places but im so broke rn ugh. i wish i could see hobi for this tour 😭
comeback tix will be so expensive and hard to get. i cry 🥲

[monka ⁷ (slow) @taes_brightstar]

i miss joon 🥺

[monka ⁷ (slow) @taes_brightstar]

happy birthday to my dear taetae 💜

coming out of the shadows for at least one post this year 🥴

[monka ⁷ (slow) @taes_brightstar]

5 years and 1 day since my entire existence was shattered by this soul enrapturing moment!! this is one of my favorite memories of all time! i miss them so much 😭😭

[monka ⁷ (slow) @taes_brightstar]

Chicago - 10/02
Taehyung broke my heart into a million pieces & put it back together again.

In this moment I could feel his pain & suffering, his desire to hide his weakness, & his will to push through it. I could see his humanity, & Ive fallen deeper in my heart ever since. 💜

[monka ⁷ (slow) @taes_brightstar]

but yet they still don’t consider my son “his” and get their panties in a twist whenever he steps up for my soon. it’s aggravating as hell and it’s constant anxiety on my end. i feel like i’m trapped. our situation is so complicated bc his family is so fkd. i hate it.

[monka ⁷ (slow) @taes_brightstar]

can this be a ranting platform for me rn?? i’m so fkn tired of all the bs that my boyfriends mom puts me through. her and his sisters hate me for whatever reason and think that i’m a shitty mom. we’ve been together over 2 years now and we have plans of growing our family

[monka ⁷ (slow) @taes_brightstar]

it’s been forever since i posted on here…wow. but i do still check in from time to time. i don’t have the mental energy to keep up with anything anymore but it’s nice to pop on here and see what’s going on. /also/ i miss bangtan 🥺

[monka ⁷ (slow) @taes_brightstar]

@bajoonie enjoy your time 🥺💜

[monka ⁷ (slow) @taes_brightstar]

had a dream that i was going to see bts in concert again and now that i’m awake my feelings are HURT

[monka ⁷ (slow) @taes_brightstar]

i used to battle my depression with my drive for the boys and now it’s like… 😕

[monka ⁷ (slow) @taes_brightstar]

life is so freaking crazy for me rn…being an adult is so hard. i feel like my drive to keep up with bangtan content is almost nonexistent right now. the only reason i’m any kind of up-to-date is bc of constant push notifications. and even still i know nothing ☹️

[monka ⁷ (slow) @taes_brightstar]

this just popped up in my memories and WOW 🤩🤩🤩

[monka ⁷ (slow) @taes_brightstar]

@lalaland_city please do. i won’t be as active as i was before but i’m going to try to pop on here more often! 💜💜💜
i can’t wait until we know more about the concerts so i can hopefully see you again!

[monka ⁷ (slow) @taes_brightstar]

wow i’ve been in this hole for a while now lmaoooo

[monka ⁷ (slow) @taes_brightstar]

@lalaland_city after finishing college and i started working, life got so exhausting and overwhelming and i just had to take a step back from twitter!! i am doing good though!! i got a job! 😄