my heart aches for the jarring disillusionment yoongi in particular must have experienced re: the grammys that were once his ultimate dream
thinking of when he said that giving up on dreams decisively is also a form of courage and feeling pride in the firmness of bts’ decision
okay but seeing bts go from wanting a grammy more than anything and being genuinely excited to not giving a fuck because of how many times the industry has played in their face… my heart is hurting
as a runner army i am going insane over the fact that yoongi runs at 5:40/km pace with his heart rate not even going above 160 and hes geeking about carbo loading and glycogen LIKE WHAT