nah, i don’t think u have a problem
but i pray u don’t always feel like it’s okay to get involved wit someone if u know u have zero intent to follow through
i pray negligence turns to conviction
i pray conviction turns to drive
i pray God changes your mind, about you.
unless it has the power to change u
then don’t let it change anyone
how it changed me
each time, you’re certain u have feelings
then things get real
are they still feelings, or are they patterns ?
i pray that u withhold i love u’s until the moment u realize you’re ready for that love to change ur life.
i pray that a silent recollection of your own patterns can satisfy your need to let it spill off your tongue.
i pray that ur next i love u has an intent to follow through.
used to feel like i “think too much”
i realized there is no “too much”
if you were flooded with positive thoughts you wouldn’t condemn yourself for “overthinking”
we get lost in dark places because we dwell there
the beautiful parts of the woods are just as deep, find them
still, butterflies
but their wings bear thorns
still, a heart beating quick
& the murmurs sound like you
still, a smile
now only worn by someone i can’t recognize
look at this like a signature on a contract
2026-2030 it won’t be one thing stressing me & lingering after that
patch2.026:
scissors now beats rock & paper, as well as grand theft peace