Yebby, you are making excuses. You say you didn't let a kid in your nsfw because at the time it wasn't a nsfw acc. When in the ss in your own post, you said, "Just watching minors following my nsfw acc and ignoring the dni," and the person under asked if they could be let in,
i dont wannt block up my main with this stuff but niki would also talk very openly about nsfw fics and ideas for such fics with me
it is my fault i encouraged the behaviour as i didnt understand what was weird about it at the time