Canadian politics are embarrassing as fuck bc you’ll have people claim to hate Donald Trump and in the same breath tell you they’re voting for the Conservative party. It’s all a fucking act and it’s so infuriating.
I’m so tired of being in pain everyday omfg 💔 I’m so pissed off and cranky and I just want to cry. I can’t even curl up in bed to relax bc it hurts my back too much. Now I have to wait 2 weeks for my drs appointment fuck sakes just kill me lmao
people always say "just reach out for help if you need it!" but if I started texting the people i love saying i want to hurt myself i would just feel like an evil manipulative piece of shit
I miss being funny and allowing myself to joke around with friends. Idk why I suddenly feel sm stress around coming across wrong and miss reading the room and looking like an ass. I just wanna be goofy again but my brain doesn’t wanna unclench 💀
lurking on canadian political twt has made me realize that a lot of you guys (particularly in ontario) failed civics class LOL… u actually have no idea what each branch of government is responsible for and blame the wrong people EVERY TIME
i hate being socially stunted and awkward and avoidant and insecure and feeling like everything I do or say is wrong and feeling like everyone secretly hates me and I so desperately want to change for the better but I get so overwhelmed trying to that i get stuck doing nothing
is any1 else also constantly thinking / having an inner monologue ? like every waking second of the day no break no pause not a moment of silence whatsoever
I often find myself withdrawing from my friends and feeling like I have nothing to offer them but then I actually hang out with them and have a blast and I'm like oh yeah forgot I have the Everyone Hates Me and Wants Me To Die ™️ disorder