i have a deep rooted spiritual belief that i’m the most uninteresting person in the world. this, by proxy, gives me the right to blow up everything i build once in a while to actually become someone of substance. being ordinary is just a cycle of death and rebirth
there’s a few motherfuckers who have such a hold on me i have to make a conscious effort to not seek out their art. absolutely mental shit. preventing fixation and all 😭