It๏ฟฝ๏ฟฝ๏ฟฝs always the ones you never thought youโd lose that leaveโฆ
I step back because I care to much to lose it all completely I just hope one day youโll realiseโฆโฆ
Itโs been long, difficult and full of breakdowns but hard work really does pay off, 8 qualifications, a door license and 2 promotions later Iโm finally realising I actually done it! I finally took those steps and made it closer to where I want to be ๐๐ผ๐๐ผ #thingswillbebetter
Why does everything hurt all the time?! I just want things to feel better already! I swear itโs always just a constant battle I can never explain or be understood
Swear the closer itโs getting dad the harder itโs getting! Forever putting more bricks in the wall itโll never be coming down at this rate, forever blocking never letting in. Watch me fuck this one up as well ๐๐คฆ๐ผโโ๏ธ
Never did I think Iโd have to get back into waking up for school hours to do a course ๐คฏ Never been so nervous yet excited at the same time! Day 1 starts tomorrow, hereโs to a brighter future ๐๐ผ๐๐ผ #shittingit#onestepcloser
So many plans ahead to better my self!! back to โschoolโ for 3 weeks starting next week as well as so much more course work ๐คฏ #thislifehasgottogetbetter