Tamara Cumdump

A 36 y/o Sissy in the making who craves cocks, cum and satan. Name chosen as it matches my initials/lifegoals. 18+ only.
(my photos to come Jan or Feb 2017).

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I'm on "no cum/stroking" until oct 6. Do I focus on that and ignore locktober, do locktober instead or do both & push these 6 days to Nov?

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@OnlySheCums well, I guess some other polish sissy or cd snagged them first :P

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so this realization (and doing big sissy shopping again) made me a bit happier

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so few weeks of edging + shrink mp3s followed by 3 weeks of no cumming (2 of partial chastity) + limp mp3s = I haven't gotten hard in 2 days

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found a pair with a rather odd sizing table but judging by the "foot length" column they should fit. so that's 15 things now with the shoes

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omg are you fucking kidding me... I click on like 5 pairs of heels that say "size 43" and hwen I choose size from drop down NO 43!

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now I just need to find some cheap high heels that aren't ridiculously high (like the ones I own) so I can practice proper walking :P

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all in all feeling better now :)
also dead tired cause it's 10am and I spent most of the night going through auctions

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and those plastic cup thingies you can use to temporarily enlarge your lips

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a light blue bikini with pink trim/straps and bows, a red nightie/bra/thong set, some silly headband thingie and a pack of 20 random panties

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one of those jeweled metal buttplugs, a lingerie corset, a tight seethrough mesh minidress, leopard print body, "slutty belly dancer" outfit

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a fitness training mat and a waist belt, training rubber band (that goes on legs), some face cosmetic thingie that should help me with skin

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well, I just ordered 14 things...

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on how to progress and how to balance it all

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I guess I'll give myself a few days of limited tasks (the cleaning and exercise are good in non-sissy context too after all) and then decide

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I don't know... I want it all... I want to be a total slut but I also want to be creative in areas that are non-sexual but also play games

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at least the good news are I'm down to 94kg and I didn't allow myself to cum despite not being in chastity

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and then there's that new mmo that's showing up on the horizon that I want to do with friends from various games...

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felt bad to the point of panic attack cause I don't wanna give up on becoming a sissy but also don't want to give up games & being creative

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and the thing is the tasks I omitted would take maybe half hour extra... but I just couldn't make myself do them... and then I felt bad

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now, I didn't stop everything, I still do some hypno, wear panties and exercise and cleanup my place daily a little bit... but that's all