it was my affiliate anniversary a few weeks ago and i wish i could celebrate but streaming just doesn't feel right and i just can't get back into a good headspace. i'm not sure if i'll stream again any time soon, i have no idea. <333
It's been a long time but I promise I did not give up streaming. There has been a lot going on and a lot of setbacks over and over BUT I WANT TO STREAM AGAIN and I want to do it right and I want the right energy. So it will happen again fairly soon. <3
i was also listening to SO MUCH galileo galilei around the time of writing "trying to feel alive". i really wanted to write something that made me feel the way their music does #nurture
i’m moved into my new place, it has been a nightmare. i currently have no hot water and can’t cook. i also don’t have internet until the 4th etc etc… i’m short, everything’s all wonky right now but i’m trying to keep my head straight.
@VALORANT we need real in time cheater detection because smurfing is CHEATING but i guess you guys let that slide. i also just lost a game where we were up 9 rounds but because they realized they were losing they pulled out the odins and won the game, very balanced and fun :)