aremoiey

lost in my own thoughts 🌵

[aremoiey @tangerine9526]

x pernah aku sekecewa ini dgn drh daging sndiri ya Allah, terima kasih tunjukkan hati mereka di sebalik wajah yg berpura² suka tp hakikat nya benci.. Ya Allah jika begini jalan cerita nya, permudahkanlah urusanku, kayakanlah suamiku untuk anak²nya berlipat² kali ganda..aamiin yra

[aremoiey @tangerine9526]

everything suckkkk i dont feel needed anymore, this feeling kills me inside more n more deeper

[aremoiey @tangerine9526]

they keep blaming me..

[aremoiey @tangerine9526]

kalo d tnya, aku pun x mau begini.. sesak dada ku tahan semua 💔

[jentikhati @jentikhati]

Sedang di fasa berdamai dengan diri sendiri, berdamai dengan takdir Allah, belajar mengikhlaskan sesuatu yang sudah terjadi, belajar untuk menerima keadaan dan belajar untuk tidak memaksakan sesuatu.

[aremoiey @tangerine9526]

ujianku adalah suamiku.. ya Allah permudahkanlah urusan kami, muliaknlah rumahtangga kami, berilah keberkatan hidup kluarga kecil kami, ampunilah dosa² kami, kasihani ank² kami 💔

[وَافِي @hatetiramisu]

Wahai hati, tolonglah tutup rasa ingin tahuku terhadap hal2 yang apabila aku mengetahuinya boleh membuatkan hatiku sakit, sedih, tak tenteram bahkan membuatkanku memikirkannya berpanjang-panjangan.

[aremoiey @tangerine9526]

kalau la bpisah tu boleh pulih kn smua kdaan balik, bpisah ja la tp kalo sebalik nya??? sikit masa gila..

[aremoiey @tangerine9526]

kalau la boleh ku cerita kn smua jln hidup ku, sesak dada tahan ujian demi ujian.. aku pun x mau hidup begini, tp Allah ckp begini mau ku apa lg??? sabar redha tawakal smpai la smua baik² jak.. semoga Allah jaga mental ku, sbb skrg yg aku fikir cuma kematian..

[Novelle art. @artistryhere]

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[COCO @TWOTIMESABITCH]

people think depression means your sad and crying all the time. depression for me is being stuck in a twilight zone. i can't think , i don't respond to things , nothing is interesting , i just feel empty. not sad , just blank. i have a lot of days like this and they are hard .

[aremoiey @tangerine9526]

aku malas mo explain byk kali, kalo aku mo cerita aku cerita x payah push tanya itu ini, at the end aku jgk kena tekan kena paksa dgr benda yg ko tau suda apa org akn ckp.. thts y ko diam ja mgelak org tau sbb suda tau apa akn jadi, lama² jadi annoying gila hidup stresssss

[aremoiey @tangerine9526]

aamiin ya rabb

[✶ @uxcel]

i survived a lot privately this year. i just hope that from september to december our lives will change for the better

[aremoiey @tangerine9526]

tired of hearing things that i never want to hear, enough with all complaints, unwanted thought & whatever it is that never solves my problem at all.. lama² makin toxic bkn tmbh mgasi senang hati, rasa mo lari dri semua org.. sesak btl ni kepala utak

[a n x i e t y @ohanxiety]

I'm officially in my silent era, whatever happens, happens. I don't have much to say about anything anymore. It is what it is and i’m not settling no more.

[aremoiey @tangerine9526]

🥀🥀🥀

[aremoiey @tangerine9526]

aku slowly berdamai dgn takdir. even crying is the only way i can talk to Allah every single day.

[aremoiey @tangerine9526]

semakin dewasa semakin aku rasa tiada yg boleh syg ko lebih dari ko syg diri sendiri.. even your parents cant nor ur family 🙃 u only have urself at the end.