who is this?

A virtual diary of an ordinary girl living in a busy city as busy as her thoughts, but let me share it with you.

[who is this? @tantanramenchic]

today is his birthday, the guy that i've been talked about this past few months, probably for a few months next or even years, i'd still talking about him. Wishing him for the best life he could ever imagine.

[who is this? @tantanramenchic]

If we go far enough, there’s love.

[who is this? @tantanramenchic]

I’m not sure whose story I have been telling. I’m not sure if it is mine, or if it’s some character’s I have yet to meet. I’m not sure of anything.

[who is this? @tantanramenchic]

And while it may be easy to wallow in the tragedies that shape our lives, and while it’s natural to focus on those unspeakable moments that bring us to our knees, we must remind ourselves that if we get up, if we take the story a little bit farther…

[who is this? @tantanramenchic]

"This life has brought me to the lowest point of my life" a 19 year old girl, she'll suffer more than she ever could imagine, a heart break, a social discriminating, a broken family, a self doubt, she's getting weak and weaker each day, until she can't feel anything. bless her.

[who is this? @tantanramenchic]

"Hai, Apakabar?"

gue yakin di antara tangisan gue ada lo yang bikin gue tersenyum walau hanya sementara.

teruntuk kamu yang dulu mengisi hari ku dengan warna, walau pergi tanpa tanda

[who is this? @tantanramenchic]

#garagaracorona gue nontonin K drama dan setiap gue melihat scene si cewe cium tangan cowo, itu mengingat kan gue.... akan kebucinan gue. haha.

[who is this? @tantanramenchic]

kalo misalnya gue masih cinta sama orang yang udah bohongin gue berkali kali, apakah gue jadi pecundang ketika memaki nya lalu memintanya kembali?

[who is this? @tantanramenchic]

Ga berasa ya, udah mau dua bulan berjalan hari hari gue dan gue jalanin dengan sepenuh hati demi sembuh nya sebuah perasaan, memang belum pulih se utuhnya, dan gue percaya semuanya butuh waktu :)

[who is this? @tantanramenchic]

There will always somebody new after you, but that somebody can't heal the hole in my heart that you gave me.

[who is this? @tantanramenchic]

But after all, Can you live without love?

[who is this? @tantanramenchic]

Love does not make sense to me anymore, stay away.

[who is this? @tantanramenchic]

ya know, it sounds like I'm heartless, yeah I think I am.

[who is this? @tantanramenchic]

Back then, when I was a kid, I'm dying to find my prince charming. You make me realize, even if you want that kind of love. You'll never find one, because; love, feelings are aged, change in a matter of time, unwritten expired date and in the end love just gonna leave you empty.

[who is this? @tantanramenchic]

setelah pelajaran yang di hantarkan semesta buat gue, for me love is useless and wasting your time. thank god, now i understand.

[who is this? @tantanramenchic]

hai, sampai kan salam selamat ke kekasih baru mu. Dari aku yang tidak pernah bisa meyakinkanmu~

[who is this? @tantanramenchic]

cinta itu bullshit, you'll never know what on people's mind, even if you think you are.

[who is this? @tantanramenchic]

cintamu mendatangkan bencana, kebingungan, juga penyesalan.