i have always been a good son but it is not being appereciated.. i guess this is the reason i made this alter account just to feel that i am not miserable.
gusto ko na talaga pumasok sa isang matinong relasyon kaso natatakot ako madamay ang taong mamahalin ko sa pagiging miserable ng buhay ko.. pinalaki ako sa takot at hindi sa respeto kaya siguro nahihirapan ako respetuhin ang sarili ko at bigyan ng halaga..
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it really sucks when i am trying hard to find "the one", i forgot that i am loosing my value and it came to the point that i do not recognize myself anymore. this is sooooo sad. i am sad. sorry self.
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