⋆ ˚｡⋆୨୧˚ tara ˚ ୨୧⋆｡˚⋆

☆ my online + virtual ed diary ☆ living dead girl

[⋆ ˚｡⋆୨୧˚ tara ˚ ୨୧⋆｡˚⋆ @taradiaries]

hi! thank you for visiting my page >_<
☆ here is a little about me ☆
- my name is tara :3
- teenager
- anorexia restrictive
- vegeterian
- 155cm / 5’1
- she her girl
-scene queen

[⋆ ˚｡⋆୨୧˚ tara ˚ ୨୧⋆｡˚⋆ @taradiaries]

i ended up purging today to see how much water weight i could try to get out of me and now i feel sick and shaky
the rest of the week i am not going to purge i will fast and do low restriction if i have to

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@delilahislying You are crazy

[delilahiscrying @delilahislying]

I have been drinking over 25 cups of tea a day. Im finally british.

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Plzzz i can barely walk so i walk so slow when i do some boys at school told me i walk slow in the hallway today

[⋆ ˚｡⋆୨୧˚ tara ˚ ୨୧⋆｡˚⋆ @taradiaries]

@aespabones i hate it like i want them to know i am not getting better and i am dying inside but i do not want them to send me inpatient or to the hospital or some thing like that

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do you guys ever want to lose weight at your next weigh in to have the validation of people being worried for you but you do not want the consequences from it

[⋆ ˚｡⋆୨୧˚ tara ˚ ୨୧⋆｡˚⋆ @taradiaries]

how long would i be able to survive in The Apocalypse

[⋆ ˚｡⋆୨୧˚ tara ˚ ୨୧⋆｡˚⋆ @taradiaries]

@sillyrexie OMG WHAT THERE IS CALORIES IN BLOOD SOME TIMES I BITE MY LIP AND DRINK THE BLOOD FROM IT

[⋆ ˚｡⋆୨୧˚ tara ˚ ୨୧⋆｡˚⋆ @taradiaries]

my butt kept going numb when i was sitting on the hard chair in school

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@aespabones it is not worth it smoking can ruin your lungs it is not good for you please be safe

[⋆ ˚｡⋆୨୧˚ tara ˚ ୨୧⋆｡˚⋆ @taradiaries]

@FAERlEDlET @nattythecrystal yes like the spoiled part my family literally has told me that i would not be like this if we were poor or some thing and that i am spoiled for being like this

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yesterday some boys at school behind me were making fun of me because i had to pull my self up the stairs because i am weak

[⋆ ˚｡⋆୨୧˚ tara ˚ ୨୧⋆｡˚⋆ @taradiaries]

do i have a big ego does it seem like i do

[⋆ ˚｡⋆୨୧˚ tara ˚ ୨୧⋆｡˚⋆ @taradiaries]

my brother tell me that i have such a big ego and that i think i am better then every one else and that he does not like me for it but i do not mean to be like that
i hate my self and think every one is better then me so i just try and pretend other wise some times i guess so

[⋆ ˚｡⋆୨୧˚ tara ˚ ୨୧⋆｡˚⋆ @taradiaries]

i am sorry if i am a bad person ever i do not mean to be

[⋆ ˚｡⋆୨୧˚ tara ˚ ୨୧⋆｡˚⋆ @taradiaries]

please @taraspersonal

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Some one please check my private i am going to kill my self

[⋆ ˚｡⋆୨୧˚ tara ˚ ୨୧⋆｡˚⋆ @taradiaries]

i feel sad i am sad i hate my life

[⋆ ˚｡⋆୨୧˚ tara ˚ ୨୧⋆｡˚⋆ @taradiaries]

@sillyrexie when all of the water weight is off me then i will

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@felirexic @sorrow212 i know i make stupid faces but i do not care if they look stupid i take photo for my self not for any one else if i annoy you then unfollow me

[⋆ ˚｡⋆୨୧˚ tara ˚ ୨୧⋆｡˚⋆ @taradiaries]

why does my makeup bother people so much like what did i do to you i am not hurting any one