nobody talks about how exhausting it is to live between “things will get better” and “i can’t handle this anymore.” your emotions swing constantly, leaving you feeling both hopeful and defeated in the same day.
My loss?
No, your loss.
You lost a woman who would do everything just to see you happy. A woman who gave her time and efforts just so you could feel loved and appreciated. You lost a woman who kept trying to fix things even when she was the one hurting, just so you wouldn't leave. You lost a woman who always put you first, even if it meant leaving her own needs behind. A woman who was proud to tell the world about you. A woman who loved you more than she loved herself. So no, it's never my loss
Next year, you will meet the happiest version of yourself and it will be worth it. May you find yourself being genuinely happy after the sacrifices that you have given & poured into your everyday life and may you have the courage to recover from things that are used to hurt you.