Officially applied for a better position. Leaving up to god at this point on whether I get it or not, but lord knows I can’t stay where I’m at for much longer
I’m just not gonna say anything until I stop having conversations with this man, which doesn’t seem to be anytime soon the way he keeps dropping bombs on me
It’s the fact they went out out their way to have a conversation with me and now I’m spiraling. Also did something incredibly stupid regarding someone from my past. Just throwing the day away and starting again tomorrow
This the longest day of work ever like I can’t remember the last time it’s been this slow. But then I already know come 4 it’ll get crazy and I’ll wish it was slow again. Just the worst
I go on vacation next week and I literally cannot think about anything else. Like I might as well be a zombie at work cuz I really don’t care about anything other than getting to next Wednesday and hopping on a plane
And what needs to happen before change actually happens? It seems you do all the right things and still have the same outcome. I just hate feeling helpless as everything unfolds in this country
Today is just one of those days where I simply don’t know how we can just continue to live life and move on like things are normal. Absolutely nothing is normal, how long do we do this before something actually changes?
Someone I’ve had a crush on for months just gave me the ultimate ick and I’m so sad. Like it’s a deal breaker for me and sadly this is the final nail in the coffin