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✭・public diary full of disordered thoughts ・✫ priv: @taserbladepriv

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@cammpzca1zz im doin alot better, thank u!! hope you’ve been doin well!!

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hey mooties!! sorry for just goin mia on yall :-(( i had a huge binge / crash out episode at work n had to take a step back from edtwt for a bit. ive stopped cal counting for now bc it was makin my binged worse, but i think im finally getting to a better place!! ill be back soon!

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some random days of eats while ive been away!! no cal count for them, sorry

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@skinnyoverload im doin better thank u for checkin in!! i had a huge crash out n had to take a break from edtwt, but i think ill be back soon!!

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binged today so i got a burger for dinner, say the thing 😔

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guys, i have cinnamon/french toast? ice cream sittin in my freezer rn n i cannot wait to eat that shit tn omg its gonna be so fuckin good i cant wait

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⋆｡°✩ wieiad, may 22
+ a legendary choc sweet roll!!
cookies n cream ice cream for tn 🙂‍↕️ i put too many cookies in at a time n kinda fucked it up so i had to move it to a bowl, but it was soooo fuckin good omg 🤤

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⋆｡°✩ wieiad, may 21
+ a quest cookie commotion overload pbar!!
ive accepted that im obsessed with ice cream 🤭
started using my ninja creami again n guys ive got big plans!! this will be a summer of ice creams 🍦

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⋆｡°✩ wieiad, may 20
bit of a cookies n cream themed day!!
guuuuuys, ive become obsessed with halo top 🤤 this flavor was super yummy n had tons of pb & fudge chunks, i will def be getting again soon!!

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⋆｡°✩ wieiad, may 19
finally, a good normal day of eats!! i couldnt be happier 🥰
also, tried to go see a $5 mystery movie at cinemark and it was a movie called ‘bring her back’ :// bf n i left bc it felt like gore porn 😖

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uuuhhh no wieiad for yesterday :-(( it was an insane day n i didnt take any pics of my dinner bc i was in a tornado watch like all evening n i was STRESSED!!

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,,memories over calories’’ the only memory i have is regreting every single thing i ate and feeling disgusting and fat ❤️

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⋆｡°✩ wieiad, may 17
+ grapes!!
ive been going out n havin so much food idk the cal amounts for n its stressing me out to no end. so finally a normal day of being able to track.
tomorrows wieiad will have no cal count bc im going to a ren fair. memories r worth it right?

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⋆｡°✩ wieiad, may 16
+ other random food at work :-((
guys i ate that entire pack of oreos… i didnt even know i was capable of that…

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@funkywunkymind ahh im so sorry ur goin thru the same thing too!! but thank u for reminding me im not alone in feeling this way, it rlly does help 💕

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⋆｡°✩ wieiad, may 15
god ive been eating like such a normal person, i feel so fake :-(( but my dad wanted to do a late bday celebration for me n i couldnt say no. trying to remind myself that even if i gain, i know how to lose.

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@cammpzca1zz ahh thank u for the support, im doin my best to keep a good mindset but i just wanna cry haha, but its a new day n i got this!! (fakin it till i make it!!)

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just binged on pretzels n oreos, someone kill me i hate this so much why am i like this

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relapsed with sh, im spiraling idk whats wrong

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@funkywunkymind i was so scared it wasnt gonna be good, but omg they got the key lime flavor spot on!! if u can find it i def recommend 🙂‍↕️

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⋆｡°✩ wieiad, may 14
+ a lot of alcohol!!
had such a good time at the lake with my friends!! n i cant believe my drunk ass remember to take pics of everything i ate lmaooo